Tuesday, May 29, 2012

9-Months Old

Mari turned 9-months old last Thursday! 9 MONTHS!!!  Again I can't believe how fast our baby girl is growing up!

She is 'inch-worm' crawling all.over.the.place. Her clothes are filthy at the end of the day because she is constantly sliding around on her belly. She is also working really hard on standing up next to things - which has us very nervous as one of her favorite places to practice this skill is by our fireplace. She babbles a lot, and especially loves to babble louder when anyone else is trying to have a conversation. She wants all eyes on her and you better be listening to her too! She continues to love her johhny-jump-up, however she uses it more as a swing than for jumping. She can get herself swinging pretty good in that thing by running, bouncing and pulling her legs up and swinging around. She also loves to be outside as much as she can - enjoying her swing, riding around in the ranger, or even playing in the grass when I am doing something quick in the garden. Whenever she does an 'amazing act' she will stop, look at you and start clapping until you clap along with her, then she gives her big Mari smile and starts acting goofy all over again. She loves all her baby food and we really have not found anything that she won't eat...in terms of baby food. She absolutely will not eat anything with texture at this point, not even the puffs. O-well we will get there eventually...

We thought we were getting pretty smart by giving her small objects to hold onto while trying to take
her picture to help keep her distracted from the paper behind her...
It realy only gave us about an additional 5 seconds...
                                    


Sunday, May 27th was also the 'one year' anniversary on when I received the phone call from my cousin that would eventually lead us to Mari. A phone call we were never expecting  to receive, a phone call that has brought so much joy to our lives.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Mother's Day

I got to celebrate my first Mother's Day yesterday. It felt so amazing to finally celebrate a day I have been waiting years for! It was full of love, laughter and lots of hugs and kisses from Mari. It was also filled with tears, pain and heartache.

While I was celebrating my first Mother's Day, I watched as my mom celebrated a Mother's Day with a son in heaven. A scab that was all too fresh, was ripped open again with another daily reminder of her son, a son who will no longer be able to wish her a Happy Mother's Day.

While I was celebrating Mother's Day, there is a birthmother who longed for the baby girl that she gave birth too. There was a mother who remembered her baby girl kicking her in the stomach one year ago today.

While I was celebrating Mother's Day, I had a mother in law and a sister in law who didn't have their husbands to help celebrate with them...and I'm sure there thoughts quickly turned to, "in a month it will be Father's Day".

While I was celebrating Mother's Day, I remembered the previous years where I, quite honestly, hated this day. Experiencing infertility can do that to a person. It can make a person bitter and angry and jealous.

While I was celebrating Mother's Day, I realized it didn't matter what day it was. All that mattered was that I have a baby girl that I love with all my heart, and a little girl who loves me too. I got to wake up to see her smile and hear her giggles. Today I got to experience the same.

I love you baby Mari. I thank God every day for your birth parents, that they gave us our angel. I know they can see how much we love you, how much we cherish you.


I can't wait to celebrate Mother's Day again next year...but in the meantime we will be celebrating every day with our angel Mari.